The Big Steps

Without Many Words

There’s a way she looks at me sometimes that puts me so at ease even though I’m a bundle of nerves. I could say that it is a wisdom beyond her years, but I know that it is actually her own nerves battling her resolve. When she is truly troubled about something–something that requires her to quiet herself and wander through her thoughts–her eyes take on the most lovely stillness. They are absolutely alive, but her gaze turns gentle and the corners of her mouth relax.

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An End to the Highway

Monday is a big day. Not because it marks the first Monday Night Football game of the season. Not because it starts the first full week of school for the kids. Not even because it is Amy Winehouse’s birthday (one of Jordan’s favorite singers). Monday, September 14th may be the end of a road we’ve been traveling for five years. Jordan goes in for an MRI that morning. If her scans show the same progress we’ve seen for the last 12 months, Jordan will stop all chemotherapy.

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Put your hands in the air!

Just received fabulous news! A senior neuroradiologist at CHLA reviewed the film from the MRI scans Jordan had last week. He compared the new scans with a study from August 2008. The comparison demonstrates “significant reduction in the thickness and prominence” of the disease around her brain.

Ambiguity

A groggy, and slightly cranky Jordan rests after the MRI It was a long, long day. For the most part, it went well. Jordan cooperated with the technicians for her MRI and she came to afterward with only minor fuss. She was groggy for the early part of the afternoon. Unfortunately, computer trouble at CHLA kept her doctor from having a look at the scans, and it is too early for the radiology report.

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